I am afraid of men and I have more trust issues then the Israelite' as they came to the “end” of the Red Sea with Moses as the Egyptian army was quickly following behind them. Every single night of my life, I sleep with my door locked because I’m afraid of who might enter my room. I don’t sleep over anyone’s house because I am too afraid of what could happen. I hate to travel because I’m afraid of what could happen to me in a place I don’t know. When I’m around man, I quickly become intimidated, and the first thought that comes to mind is to mentally capture a photo of my surroundings. It’s a full-time job.
Cherish those you have in your life, because you never know when God will need them back. It's easy to get discouraged and give up, but God wants us to be so full of hope that we just can't help but believe for the best. Please don't be ashamed of the past that God brought you out of... It was meant to kill you but God's love and grace SAVED you on Purpose!! There are many things in this world you may run out of, but God's love is not one of them. Ill end with this, Ladies if you have ever been sexually abused, remember that Jesus Christ still sees you PERFECT just the way you are and no men or women can EVER take that from you HOLD tight to it. And Man, if you have also found yourself in my shoes, know this, God has a plan, and He uses the foolish things of this world to shame the wise. In other words, One day, if you follow Gods plan for your life, you too would also be leading MEN. “Genesis 50:20”
Even if all else fails I KNOW ONE THING that will never change, I AM A NEW CREATION IN CHRIST JESUS and no one, no men, can ever separate me from the PERFECT love that He demonstrated for me upon the Cross of Calvary.
"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!" -2 Corinthians 5:17
"A simple guy living a BOLD life for Christ" -Francisco Nelson