FEW OF MY BROTHERS & SISTERS
I was only 5 when I was molested for the first time. I was only 11 when I was sexually abused. I was 13 when I was overpowered by another man in a bed and I was seventeen, SEVENTEEN, when it happen for the last time. …so I thought.
I am afraid of men and I have more trust issues then the Israelite' as they came to the “end” of the Red Sea with Moses as the Egyptian army was quickly following behind them. Every single night of my life, I sleep with my door locked because I’m afraid of who might enter my room. I don’t sleep over anyone’s house because I am too afraid of what could happen. I hate to travel because I’m afraid of what could happen to me in a place I don’t know. When I’m around man, I quickly become intimidated, and the first thought that comes to mind is to mentally capture a photo of my surroundings. It’s a full-time job.
I am afraid of men and I have more trust issues then the Israelite' as they came to the “end” of the Red Sea with Moses as the Egyptian army was quickly following behind them. Every single night of my life, I sleep with my door locked because I’m afraid of who might enter my room. I don’t sleep over anyone’s house because I am too afraid of what could happen. I hate to travel because I’m afraid of what could happen to me in a place I don’t know. When I’m around man, I quickly become intimidated, and the first thought that comes to mind is to mentally capture a photo of my surroundings. It’s a full-time job.